I don’t get me. Things were sort of awesome, despite frequent panicking. But now I’m like oh fuck I’m in a relationship with someone and I wish actually we could just be friends that cuddled and did things together and now being in a relationship wants me to avoid it and sex apparently scares the shit out of me and it’s sort of unfair to not be physically attracted to people you’re super emotionally attracted to and now I have to explain that and I feel like an awful person. And I know it’s not just me being not in the mood because I’m sleeping with someone else and it causes no panic attacks.
…I just. I can’t seem to do anything that doesn’t induce worry and panic anymore. I’m moving to South Florida it was so much easier except for my traffic and bad drivers anxiety idk wtf even why does everything including my own body have to make me anxious.
I haven’t made an 8tracks playlist since Valentine’s day I don’t think! So I did the thing, again, where I mix pop love songs with Irish folk and Ratatat, because actually this is just for me and I don’t care if it’s weird ;p
hey spn hey guess what
- dean is bisexual
- benny is bisexual
- cas is demisexual panromantic
- sam probably experimented with guys at stanford and still thinks of himself as questioning or undefined
- all demons are pansexual
- all angels are pansexual, asexual/panromantic, or aroace
- all angels are nonbinary
- nobody on your show is straight fight me
In other news, the writers of Supernatural are really fond of queerbaiting and horrible at follow through.